Waiting for a verdict is traditionally read as a decision hanging over you that is out of your hands, and the tension of not yet knowing where you stand.
Where in your waking life have you met something like this lately?
My Cosmic Code has a private dream journal. Write a dream down and the app picks out the symbols in it, shows what dream books say about them and, over time, which words recur across your entries. The journal is stored on your device only.