A defector is read as crossing to the other side, leaving a group or belief you once served, and the mix of relief and guilt that comes with it.
When this appeared in your dream, what were you feeling?
My Cosmic Code has a private dream journal. Write a dream down and the app picks out the symbols in it, shows what dream books say about them and, over time, which words recur across your entries. The journal is stored on your device only.